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Before It's Too Late. ( My journey of discovering my Spiritual balance).

 Hello, Friends. It's been Awhile and boy do I have a lot to share. Let's delve in...... I don't know how I got in this predicament. But I went there. I found myself in a place where I was so confused, unsure about myself, insecure and afraid.  My walk with Christ has been the most important thing in my life. My love for God is beyond my marriage and beyond my Children. I say that not to express neglect as to my role as wife or mother; but to emphasize that I am at my best in those roles because of the love of God. Although a childhood deeply rooted in church. My Love for God ignited in a dark room in Brooklyn, New York, prepared and ready to end my life. It was the touch of the Holy Spirit that comforted me when I had given up on life. It was the mercy of God that allowed me to live. It was God choosing me; so I could in return choose him and love him.  From that day of encounter until now I have spent my entire being engulfed in the things of God. I spend and spent hour...

The Price of Leadership

 Friends. The price of leadership is a dear cost and its transactions will result you to a zero balance weighed and measured into complete servitude yet you will be rich with wisdom. That's heavy right? Everyone aspires to be a leader.  In our own right and divinely order and purpose we are but miniature leaders. But leadership is the position where you are appointed to save guard the nourishing of others every aspect of their lives with regard to the duty of your leadership obligations. The stings of leadership are cruel without God a mere man would utterly diminish in self value and worth. You are mistreated, abused, lambaste, demoralized, disrespected and unappreciated for sure. Yet the purpose of the calling to lead and follow painfully triumphs in resolve. I believe this happens because God makes every true leader experience this to especially learn humility and the importance of love. Most evidently there are only 3 concepts to becoming a successful ministerial leader. 1...

You Shall Overturn, Overturn, Overturn

Hello, Friends  I spent the night wrestling in deep thought about some news I receive during the day. One day everything was great and within a few days everything broke down and abruptly stopped. Still I'm bless and always will be. In the natural eye most would say that's life and so it is. But because my eyes spiritually are wide open I am apt to thinking that when things interrupt the flow of the day two things are taking place the Lord is requiring your attention. Or Satan is trying to invoke havoc. Either way I am at attention.  This is a crucial time. Time to be very diligent and very sensitive spiritually. Look, listen, pray and discern out of the shadows the mystery will reveal itself.  Whatever you do pray. Pray radical prayers. Harder, stronger, heated prayers. Hot enough to penetrate the realms of heaven and pierce through any hindering spirit sent to block that prayer. Time to Fight------- On your knees this is *important*  1- Let God know ...

It's Intercession

Hello Friends, Few years ago I was at a revival service in NYC. I remember that night vividly because that Saturday night the minister located me and prophesy to me. " He said you are going to be a Powerful Intercessor and that when you pray God is going to favor you meaning me with each pray because I am going to live a life of deep devotion to God. At that time I was a baby in Christ.  I didn't even really know who and what was an intercessor. Eventually, I looked into intercession and although It intrigued me; I laugh because at that time I barely knew how to pray. I have always been someone who has a great deal of empathy for others but I felt their pain in silence and hope for the best for them but praying. That's not me or so I thought.  I always looked at those women in church that prayed those lengthy eloquent prayers and hope I would be one of them someday; and at that time in my life The Lord's Prayer was all I knew. That was a joke he didn't mea...

Fight all your battles with Prayer.

Hello Friends. Day after day, moment by moment and season by season I have seen the importance of praying to God. I truly understand that a moment in total surrender and communication to the Holy Spirit is the most effective way to fight any issue in your life. Pray changes all things. It works in conjunction with faith, belief, the blood of Jesus, the power and the might of the Holy  Spirit and the answering of God. Prayer is the communication between God and man.  The spirit of man appealing to the Holy Spirit. Within that conversation you make your earthy request known to God never neglecting the reverence, honor, and the glorifying of our Heavenly Father. In the realm of our prayers what is being mended, dismantle, bonded and set free upon earth is being loose and bounded in heaven on your behalf. The Armies of Heaven are on guard awaiting orders to fight in the spirit for the survival and needs of your soul against every demonic spirit and assignment. While pra...

Rewrite Your Story With God

Hello Friends,   Over the last few days I have been praying and fasting. During this fast the Holy Spirit reveal to me some things that I have longed awaited an answer and needed to be delivered from. I love fasting because somehow during fasting there is a heightened awareness in your spirit and a deeper intimacy with God.  When I fast I experienced my body, (my flesh) succumbing to my inner spirit man. I feel my body become weaker and my spirit man become stronger and that is the way it should be because praying and fasting is about denouncing flesh to in-tune yourself with the Holy Spirit and appeal to God for a shift in our circumstance. I encourage you if you haven't fasted that you read scriptures example (Matthew 6:16-18) and many others Google can help - pertaining to prayer and fasting and start. It is a part of your christianity that is necessary. You can rewrite your story...... I often blog about my challenges that I have faced in life and how it has bee...

How deep is your Love for God

 Hello Friends, This Morning while sitting in my prayer closet, There was a stillness in the atmosphere. In that stillness; I began to feel something I had never felt before. I was feeling all the petitions and cries I made unto God in this tiny room. I was still; In that moment I could count each and every breath I took. I remembered the depths of how many times in intercede for others. I felt my cries unto God. I felt each and every tear. They fell upon me as though they were raindrops upon my shoulders. The tears of spiritual warfare, The tears of repentance, the tears of forgiveness, the tears of sacrifice, the tears of hopelessness, the tears of Joy, the tears of victory, the tears of love, the tears of compassion, the tears uncertainty, the tears of sorrow, the tears of thanksgiving, the tears for mercy, so many tears.  Each tear I cried In the natural was on behalf of those I passionately fought and pleaded to God for. I pleaded for his mercy and for his grac...